It hasn't even been a week here and my patience is already fried. It took me about 7 weeks last time to try my patient (truly). This time...5 days.
Molly got a lot worse because her fluid wasn't coming off as fast as they hoped. So her heart function is decreased even more, which is backing up her liver. We thought it was constipation at first, but after demanding a chest xray, we saw it was her liver. Turns out, an enlarged liver hurts. A lot. So Molly was not the happiest of campers. Meaning she was in pretty excrutiating pain at times. She stopped eating well. She screamed a scream I've never heard before prompting the next door neighbor family to dub her the "cat baby". All in all, you can't imagine how painful it is to watch until it's forced on you.
As I saw her getting worse and not better, I turned into what I call "bitch mom" on Monday. I had the nurse page the PICU attending and cardiology attending because I didn't feel like we knew what their plan was and why it wasn't happening fast enough. It was already three days of "gee her chest xray is still wet" and I was sick of it. So finally yesterday they threw the big de-fluiding guns at her and shock and surprise, she's lost a ton of fluid! They showed me the chest xrays before and pointed to her chest saying it was wet. I didn't understand what I was looking at until I saw today's xray. Wow, huge difference. Her liver is also smaller than half of the size it blew up to. So she's definitely feeling much better. Yesterday was her first smile since surgery courtesy of Minerva. And this morning was a 5 minute smile fest with Minerva. This cat is gold.
I dd make the mistake yesterday of allowing her to skip her nap because she was finally awake and playful and back to general Mollyness. But I forgot that general Mollyness also includes that she turns into a demon seed when she misses her naps. My bad. So she had a major MMD (Molly Meltdown). I also had a meltdown because it was hard for me to separate her misreableness from being over-tired from her misreableness from being here and still healing. So it sucks. Plus Brian had to go home yesterday for a 5-day class. Which sucks for both of us.
Fortunately the B-team arrived in the form of Hannah and mom Coffey. Today we basically are sitting around and whispering to each other because I'm Molly to sleep more so no more MMDs. It's lovely.
Other happiness is that Ann F got to visit and give me a much needed chai break. Shannon came with amazing, amazing food that she made fresh from the farm veggies. It's funny how you can easily not eat vegetables while in the hospital, so it was incredible and yummy mummy. Plus, you know, Shannon was a lovely visitor and poop-encourager (when we thought Molly was constipated). And Laura (Sam's mamma) came yesterday and brought much needed perspective when I was melting down. NICU mom's have a way of calming down other NICU (now PICU) moms. Dr Mike also made a few visits. As did Norma, everyone's favorite baby teacher.
I also finally ran into the first nurse that I hated. Fortunately we only had her for a day. She acted like Molly had 4 days to live or something. She would say things like, "Well a baby as sick as Molly..." and "Well maybe what's going on is just her heart failing more and not recovery from surgery." Today I ran into her and tried to be nice saying that I agreed to their putting a feeding tube in (more on that later). She responded with, "Yeah a lot of babies who are waiting for heart transplant have them." I wanted to punch her.
So feeding tube is back in. We fought it really hard, visibly shocking the nutritionist. It took us so long to get the docs to pull it out in the NICU that I just had flashbacks of being here for 2 more weeks because they don't trust she'll eat once they pull it out (shocker, she did). In the end she convinced me that they work completely differently from the NICU and that she only needs it short term while she is too much in pain and weak to eat her full feeds. The argument that got me was that it's stupid to ask a baby to heal if they are malnourished. Me and Brian looked at each other like, "fuck. they're right." After months of not having it, she definitely notices it more this time. She has these sad little gags. But hopefully it will get her back up to speed and out of here sooner.
So she's on an upward trend. The days (and nights) are draining for all of us. In many ways it feels like we're right back at the beginning with her on Milrinone iv and feeding tube. Which is depressing because it took so much time and energy to get her off them. But here we are.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
The dance
While we are more understanding of the ups and downs of recovery, it still sucks. It is just a delicate balance of medications that is constantly changing and evolving based on her reactions to them. Anesthesia causes nausea, which made her not be able to keep down food at first, which means they give her morphine instead of an oral pain med, which causes nausea. So they give her a stomach calming agent so she can get down food, which causes constipation, which causes her to not be able to keep down food. And oh yeah, the oral pain meds they are now able to give her (basically percoset)? They make her nauseous too. But she needs something stronger than tylenol because of her surgery incisions. Round two: her surgery causes her to put on excess fluid on her body, which causes her to get fluid in her lungs, which makes her panic that she is not able to breathe well. Which makes her throw up. So they give her lasix to shed the fluid (which has been starting to work). Which, wait for it...can make her nauseous. What else? Her blood was a bit acidotic so they gave her saline with sodium bicarbonate in it. Now she has too much sodium bicarbonate. And the doctors are concerned that she is not eating or sleeping well. Anyone have any thoughts on why that may be?
Brian earned his dad of the year stripes this trip because every time he stays over at the hospital with her (we alternate nights), she has a horrible night. The first night was getting extabated and just general waking up from surgery crappiness. Last night was can't eat, can't poop, can't sleep freakouts every hour or so.
With all this said, we do think she's getting there. Slow overall forward progress each day. The surgeon came today to check her wound and the stitches are holding strong. Hallelujah! Now we just need to practice our dance moves a bit more...
Brian earned his dad of the year stripes this trip because every time he stays over at the hospital with her (we alternate nights), she has a horrible night. The first night was getting extabated and just general waking up from surgery crappiness. Last night was can't eat, can't poop, can't sleep freakouts every hour or so.
With all this said, we do think she's getting there. Slow overall forward progress each day. The surgeon came today to check her wound and the stitches are holding strong. Hallelujah! Now we just need to practice our dance moves a bit more...
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Breathing is underrated
Molly had another rough night last night, but it was less rough than the night before so we'll take it. She still has the normal post-op pain, but she's also very "wet" and it manifests itself as just a bunch of gunk in her lungs. It affects her breathing and we think makes her the most uncomfortable. The nurses suck it out of her through her nose and mouth, which, well, sucks.
They are starting her on Milrinone again for a few days while we work on getting her to be able to keep down food more consistently. Milrnone is the iv med to help her heart squeeze. They are also putting her back on her lasix, which keeps her more dry. They were supposed to restart it yesterday, but she threw up the dose and for some reason they didn't try again. That's frustrating because I don't think she'd be as wet (and uncomfortable from it) now if they had started giving it to her iv when cardiology wanted them to. But they are starting today, so hopefully we see improvement soon...
They are starting her on Milrinone again for a few days while we work on getting her to be able to keep down food more consistently. Milrnone is the iv med to help her heart squeeze. They are also putting her back on her lasix, which keeps her more dry. They were supposed to restart it yesterday, but she threw up the dose and for some reason they didn't try again. That's frustrating because I don't think she'd be as wet (and uncomfortable from it) now if they had started giving it to her iv when cardiology wanted them to. But they are starting today, so hopefully we see improvement soon...
Friday, June 17, 2011
High as a kite
The night before Molly's surgery, we met with the surgeon Dr Gangemi. told him that Miss Molly just needed a break this time and to see what he could do to make it happen. When he came to talk to us after the surgery, he said, "Well, I think she got the break you were talking about." And you could just tell how happy they were (Dr G and Dr McDaniel the EP).
We waited until about 12:15pm until they called us to pre-op. I was nervous that Molly was going to be a mess with not being able to eat, but she was a super trooper. It helped that she has a new favorite person in her life, which is Minerva, the cat that Rebecca knit for her. She sees it and lights up. Molly's first friend. So Minerva got her through it all. Then she actually fell asleep in pre-op (you know a baby is used to hospitals when...). We got her in her little gown and they actually took her still droopy from sleep.
They decided to not mess around, knowing Molly's history of complicating matters. So she got a central line (if you recall, that's the thing that dislodged after 2 weeks last time) in her upper left chest area. This was mainly for backup in case she needed to get blood right away. Fortunately they didn't need it. BUT it was this (as usual) that was the biggest complication of the day. I swear, the girl hates her lines. So they tried to get one in her neck at first, but that failed because her veins were too small. The second one took, but in the end it took just as long to get that in that it did the entire actual surgery!
Surgery was smooth. They did a thorachotomy to get to her left ventricle. This is a side incision and turns out is much more painful in terms of recovery. But he was able to expose the ventricle well, put on the leads and they tested great from the get-go. He then made the other incision and took out her old box. Because the new box is bigger he had to make more of a pocket for it to sit, but he said it went fine. Also, when they started the bi-ventricular pacing, they said her blood pressure shot up about 20 points to a much more normal range. Molly's blood pressure had been so low that nurses couldn't get it with a cuff anymore. They said they've never seen such an automatic reaction before like that and it just reaffirmed how much she needed this surgery. The higher blood pressure is an indication that the heart is pumping the blood more efficiently. Hopefully it stays this way long term and is an indication for more improvement to follow. But that's, like, step 2e and we're still at 1a. Well, maybe 1b. Well I guess if you count her other hospitalizations since birth, we're probably at 18b, but I digress.
Then comes the big question...
Stiches or wound vac...and the answer is...
STITCHES! Dr. G said he felt like the muscle closed well with no tension or stress and that he thinks she's heal just fine. Since he pretty much called her first wound dehissing, we'll take him at his word for this better news. After surgery they brought Molly up to the PICU where they have cardiac post-op nurses who know all the details about what she'll need.
They pulled her breathing tube out early this morning around 2am so she's breathing on her own. Today they are also supposed to remove the central line, art line, chest tube and foley. Which means she'll only have one IV line left (in her head, course. might as well take advantage of the fact that her hair hasn't grown back yet)! Woo! We're hoping all goes to plan. We're waiting now for rounds so we can see when she can start eating again. She has already started eating her hands, so we're sure she's starving. Otherwise she is in a lot of pain, which is to be expected but still sad to watch. She'll wake up screaming. Fortunately the nurses are quick with the fentanil (a strong pain narcotic that makes her quite loopy) and she goes right back to sleep. If it were up to us, we would want her to sleep for the next week and wake up with much less pain. It will definitely be a long recovery for her, but we're thankful we get to be on that road!
They're talking that if she continues to improve as she is, we'll be out of here in a few days. Keep your fingers crossed for her. Thanks for all the love and wishes. It means so much!
We waited until about 12:15pm until they called us to pre-op. I was nervous that Molly was going to be a mess with not being able to eat, but she was a super trooper. It helped that she has a new favorite person in her life, which is Minerva, the cat that Rebecca knit for her. She sees it and lights up. Molly's first friend. So Minerva got her through it all. Then she actually fell asleep in pre-op (you know a baby is used to hospitals when...). We got her in her little gown and they actually took her still droopy from sleep.
They decided to not mess around, knowing Molly's history of complicating matters. So she got a central line (if you recall, that's the thing that dislodged after 2 weeks last time) in her upper left chest area. This was mainly for backup in case she needed to get blood right away. Fortunately they didn't need it. BUT it was this (as usual) that was the biggest complication of the day. I swear, the girl hates her lines. So they tried to get one in her neck at first, but that failed because her veins were too small. The second one took, but in the end it took just as long to get that in that it did the entire actual surgery!
Surgery was smooth. They did a thorachotomy to get to her left ventricle. This is a side incision and turns out is much more painful in terms of recovery. But he was able to expose the ventricle well, put on the leads and they tested great from the get-go. He then made the other incision and took out her old box. Because the new box is bigger he had to make more of a pocket for it to sit, but he said it went fine. Also, when they started the bi-ventricular pacing, they said her blood pressure shot up about 20 points to a much more normal range. Molly's blood pressure had been so low that nurses couldn't get it with a cuff anymore. They said they've never seen such an automatic reaction before like that and it just reaffirmed how much she needed this surgery. The higher blood pressure is an indication that the heart is pumping the blood more efficiently. Hopefully it stays this way long term and is an indication for more improvement to follow. But that's, like, step 2e and we're still at 1a. Well, maybe 1b. Well I guess if you count her other hospitalizations since birth, we're probably at 18b, but I digress.
Then comes the big question...
Stiches or wound vac...and the answer is...
STITCHES! Dr. G said he felt like the muscle closed well with no tension or stress and that he thinks she's heal just fine. Since he pretty much called her first wound dehissing, we'll take him at his word for this better news. After surgery they brought Molly up to the PICU where they have cardiac post-op nurses who know all the details about what she'll need.
They pulled her breathing tube out early this morning around 2am so she's breathing on her own. Today they are also supposed to remove the central line, art line, chest tube and foley. Which means she'll only have one IV line left (in her head, course. might as well take advantage of the fact that her hair hasn't grown back yet)! Woo! We're hoping all goes to plan. We're waiting now for rounds so we can see when she can start eating again. She has already started eating her hands, so we're sure she's starving. Otherwise she is in a lot of pain, which is to be expected but still sad to watch. She'll wake up screaming. Fortunately the nurses are quick with the fentanil (a strong pain narcotic that makes her quite loopy) and she goes right back to sleep. If it were up to us, we would want her to sleep for the next week and wake up with much less pain. It will definitely be a long recovery for her, but we're thankful we get to be on that road!
They're talking that if she continues to improve as she is, we'll be out of here in a few days. Keep your fingers crossed for her. Thanks for all the love and wishes. It means so much!
Thursday, June 16, 2011
We hate the smell of medicine in the morning
We just checked into UVA and are now in the waiting game for Molly's surgery. She is the second case of the day so the exact timing will depend on how well the first case goes. We were told around noon, so we'll see. We had to stop feeding her at 5am this morning and so far she is doing ok. We're expecting crankytown anytime now.
Yesterday we were here for all of Molly's pre-op tests. She had an echo, pacer interrogation, blood draws and x-ray. All this was just to make sure she is a-ok for surgery. Luckily, Molly is old hat at these and sailed through it all (except the blood draws of course). She slept through the entire pacer interrogation and even gave the x-ray tech a smile. We almost had a big snafu when I casually asked if it was ok that she had thursh. Rebecca's, the NP, eyes got real big and said it was not ok and that it would probably delay surgery. After quickly consulting the surgeon, the EP and someone in infectious diseases, she was cleared for surgery because it is a minor case and they will not need to be entering her bloodstream during the surgery for any reason. They are giving her a super-powerful anti-fingal to knock it out just in case. Always some drama when Molly is involved, as usual.
We met with the surgeon and found out the details of what is going to happen. Here goes:
She'll be put to sleep with a mask of general anesthesia before they do anything else to her. Phew. Once she is knocked out they will intubate her (just to be safe that she maintains an open airway) and put in the iv's that will keep her under during the surgery. Dr Gangemi, the surgeon, will make two new incisions—one just under her armpit to about the bottom of her ribcage and a second horizontal on her stomach just below the last incision from her first surgery. The side incision is so he can easily reach her left ventricle (which is more underneath the heart and so harder to access). Once in there he will attach the new lead to the outside of her heart. The second incision is so he can replace the pacemaker box itself. New kind of pacemaker requires a new box to run it. He feels strongly about not reopening her first incision because of how hard it was to get it to heal in the first place. He just didn't even want to mess with it. During the surgery, Molly's heart will continue beating on it's own (making it a much less complicated surgery). When he switches out the pacer box, they will stop the one pacer and connect alligator clips to her lead wires to pace her temporarily while he works at hooking up the new box. Yes, alligator clips. Like a car battery.
Speaking of her tragically non-healing first wound that required us to be here 7 weeks longer than expected...one thing we will not know until surgery is over is whether the surgeon will stitch her up or put on a wound vac from the start. He needs to see how her skin has matured in order to make the decision. If she is able to be stitched up, we're looking at a 2-3 day recovery and checkout. Let me repeat that: TWO TO THREE DAYS. It's almost a bit too good to be true so we're not banking on that option. If he puts the wound vac on from the get-go, we're looking at 2-3 weeks recovery. And this is all dependent on things going smoothly with no complications. And Molly has been the queen of complications. So we're hopeful that this could be her time to finally have something go her way, but also know that something could always come up.
The surgery to put in the bi-ventricular pacemaker is step one. Step two is seeing if it makes any difference with her heart function (the cardiomyopathy). We have a 60-80% chance of it improving her function. The docs say that we could see a change in as little as 6 weeks and as long as 1 year. Right now, we're thinking short term...like hoping they can take Molly quickly and this first surgery doesn't go long. Baby steps...
Yesterday we were here for all of Molly's pre-op tests. She had an echo, pacer interrogation, blood draws and x-ray. All this was just to make sure she is a-ok for surgery. Luckily, Molly is old hat at these and sailed through it all (except the blood draws of course). She slept through the entire pacer interrogation and even gave the x-ray tech a smile. We almost had a big snafu when I casually asked if it was ok that she had thursh. Rebecca's, the NP, eyes got real big and said it was not ok and that it would probably delay surgery. After quickly consulting the surgeon, the EP and someone in infectious diseases, she was cleared for surgery because it is a minor case and they will not need to be entering her bloodstream during the surgery for any reason. They are giving her a super-powerful anti-fingal to knock it out just in case. Always some drama when Molly is involved, as usual.
We met with the surgeon and found out the details of what is going to happen. Here goes:
She'll be put to sleep with a mask of general anesthesia before they do anything else to her. Phew. Once she is knocked out they will intubate her (just to be safe that she maintains an open airway) and put in the iv's that will keep her under during the surgery. Dr Gangemi, the surgeon, will make two new incisions—one just under her armpit to about the bottom of her ribcage and a second horizontal on her stomach just below the last incision from her first surgery. The side incision is so he can easily reach her left ventricle (which is more underneath the heart and so harder to access). Once in there he will attach the new lead to the outside of her heart. The second incision is so he can replace the pacemaker box itself. New kind of pacemaker requires a new box to run it. He feels strongly about not reopening her first incision because of how hard it was to get it to heal in the first place. He just didn't even want to mess with it. During the surgery, Molly's heart will continue beating on it's own (making it a much less complicated surgery). When he switches out the pacer box, they will stop the one pacer and connect alligator clips to her lead wires to pace her temporarily while he works at hooking up the new box. Yes, alligator clips. Like a car battery.
Speaking of her tragically non-healing first wound that required us to be here 7 weeks longer than expected...one thing we will not know until surgery is over is whether the surgeon will stitch her up or put on a wound vac from the start. He needs to see how her skin has matured in order to make the decision. If she is able to be stitched up, we're looking at a 2-3 day recovery and checkout. Let me repeat that: TWO TO THREE DAYS. It's almost a bit too good to be true so we're not banking on that option. If he puts the wound vac on from the get-go, we're looking at 2-3 weeks recovery. And this is all dependent on things going smoothly with no complications. And Molly has been the queen of complications. So we're hopeful that this could be her time to finally have something go her way, but also know that something could always come up.
The surgery to put in the bi-ventricular pacemaker is step one. Step two is seeing if it makes any difference with her heart function (the cardiomyopathy). We have a 60-80% chance of it improving her function. The docs say that we could see a change in as little as 6 weeks and as long as 1 year. Right now, we're thinking short term...like hoping they can take Molly quickly and this first surgery doesn't go long. Baby steps...
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Caught in UVAs gravitational pull
We're home again and here are the few things we've learned from our four-day jaunt to UVA:
1) We continue our record of not being able to come home from the hospital in a regularly scheduled fashion. Fortunately this time it was just one day extra.
2) Molly likes enalpril now. Phew. She did great with her new medication, though she gave the nurses a horrible time at getting her blood pressure. They can put a pacemaker in a 4 1/2 pound baby, but they can't make a blood pressure cuff that works well. Go figure.
3) Molly actually likes the hospital! No really. I'm almost a bit offended because she was insanely happy the entire time. In fact, she started laughing while we were there. It's more of a partial cackle than a guffaw, but still cute. She smiled huge at every nurse and doctor who came in. I think she likes the attention. Uh oh. That plus this trip was waaaaaaay easier on her because they didn't have to put an iv in her and the thermometers they have in this part of the hospital give a reading in 3 seconds versus the 2 minute ones in the NICU.
4) We still love our UVA family. Those who came by for a visit (word spreads fast when you're back :)— Dr Mike (turns out he rotated to the floor where we were!), Aunt Pam (pronounced Pay-yam), Katie and Laura (Gretchen and Sam's mommy's respectively and fellow pumpers), and of course the cardiac team including my comedy partner Rebecca, Dr Snyder and GMac, our EP. I also ran into tons of others around the hospital that were great to catch up with.
5) Sleeping in a hospital "bed" (aka a chair that reclines) is, sadly, better than having to leave your child at night. We're glad we graduated to the big girl pediatric ward. However, having to share a room stinks. Turns out to infants in one room equals a lot of crying. We shared with Laura, a 2 month old twice the size of Molly that was having unexplained seizures. By day four, her and Molly were actually waking up and feeding at the exact same times all night. Which was weird, but convenient. I also felt like the wise old lady of the hospital because I got to share tons of things with Laura's parents.
6) Lastly, it's that this won't be our last extended stay at UVA. The doctors do want to go ahead with the bi-ventricular pacemaker surgery. They think it's the best chance she has at saving her heart. Dr MacDaniel (aka GMac) told us that there was a 60-80% chance of success to resolve the cardiomyopathy with this new kind of pacemaker. We're waiting for a meeting with the surgeon to discuss timing and procedure, but they want to do it as soon as possible. Everyone is mostly concerned with her ability to heal again (since last time her inability to heal kept us there about 8 weeks longer than we wanted). Because her skin may still be very fragile, they're discussing doing a would vac from the start this time. Meaning she won't be stitched up after surgery so she can't split them again and cause more damage. If they do proceed with this, it means we're looking at about 2-3 weeks recovery with no complications (and we all know how complicated Molly can be). Brian and I are convinced that this new pacemaker surgery is the way to go and we're hoping this time little Molly has a smoother ride. We just can't wait to be on the other side of all this and see her finally improving.
No pics this time because I forgot the camera. I do have cute ones on my camera phone if anyone is interested in getting a Molly text. :) Thanks to all for the continuing love and support!
1) We continue our record of not being able to come home from the hospital in a regularly scheduled fashion. Fortunately this time it was just one day extra.
2) Molly likes enalpril now. Phew. She did great with her new medication, though she gave the nurses a horrible time at getting her blood pressure. They can put a pacemaker in a 4 1/2 pound baby, but they can't make a blood pressure cuff that works well. Go figure.
3) Molly actually likes the hospital! No really. I'm almost a bit offended because she was insanely happy the entire time. In fact, she started laughing while we were there. It's more of a partial cackle than a guffaw, but still cute. She smiled huge at every nurse and doctor who came in. I think she likes the attention. Uh oh. That plus this trip was waaaaaaay easier on her because they didn't have to put an iv in her and the thermometers they have in this part of the hospital give a reading in 3 seconds versus the 2 minute ones in the NICU.
4) We still love our UVA family. Those who came by for a visit (word spreads fast when you're back :)— Dr Mike (turns out he rotated to the floor where we were!), Aunt Pam (pronounced Pay-yam), Katie and Laura (Gretchen and Sam's mommy's respectively and fellow pumpers), and of course the cardiac team including my comedy partner Rebecca, Dr Snyder and GMac, our EP. I also ran into tons of others around the hospital that were great to catch up with.
5) Sleeping in a hospital "bed" (aka a chair that reclines) is, sadly, better than having to leave your child at night. We're glad we graduated to the big girl pediatric ward. However, having to share a room stinks. Turns out to infants in one room equals a lot of crying. We shared with Laura, a 2 month old twice the size of Molly that was having unexplained seizures. By day four, her and Molly were actually waking up and feeding at the exact same times all night. Which was weird, but convenient. I also felt like the wise old lady of the hospital because I got to share tons of things with Laura's parents.
6) Lastly, it's that this won't be our last extended stay at UVA. The doctors do want to go ahead with the bi-ventricular pacemaker surgery. They think it's the best chance she has at saving her heart. Dr MacDaniel (aka GMac) told us that there was a 60-80% chance of success to resolve the cardiomyopathy with this new kind of pacemaker. We're waiting for a meeting with the surgeon to discuss timing and procedure, but they want to do it as soon as possible. Everyone is mostly concerned with her ability to heal again (since last time her inability to heal kept us there about 8 weeks longer than we wanted). Because her skin may still be very fragile, they're discussing doing a would vac from the start this time. Meaning she won't be stitched up after surgery so she can't split them again and cause more damage. If they do proceed with this, it means we're looking at about 2-3 weeks recovery with no complications (and we all know how complicated Molly can be). Brian and I are convinced that this new pacemaker surgery is the way to go and we're hoping this time little Molly has a smoother ride. We just can't wait to be on the other side of all this and see her finally improving.
No pics this time because I forgot the camera. I do have cute ones on my camera phone if anyone is interested in getting a Molly text. :) Thanks to all for the continuing love and support!
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Deja vUVA continues.
So it turns out being a NICU patient is actually like living at the Ritz. Because being on the floor is something quite different. First off, we share a room. There is nothing like being paranoid about your baby disrupting others at the same time you are being disrupted by your neighbor's baby. Next there are the horrible "beds" which is a chair that reclines. And the nurses, while nice, aren't really around much.
So right to it...they started Molly on a very low dose of enalipril last night and monitored her blood pressure every fifteen minutes for a few hours. So far so good. So this morning they gave her a half dose of the drug and they will be taking her blood pressure in about 10 minutes to make sure she is okay for her next dose tonight. Side note: at a minimum it takes about 8 tries to get a blood pressure. I told the doctor that if they are able to put a pacemaker in a 4 1/2 baby on day one of life, they should get an effective way of getting a dang blood pressure.
So now we're looking at a Friday release to give the docs enough time to step her up to the full dose of the medication. So far so good, but Molly has found ways to crate drama in the past so our breath is still held.
Another, larger, development is that the docs are now convinced that they need to give Molly a new kind of pacemaker. They think this will help solve the cardiomyopathy. The new pacemaker is called a bi-ventricular and would basically mean it would be what she has now except another lead would be placed on her left ventricle so both ventricles would be stimulated at the same time. They think the dissyncrony of her current pacer is causing her left ventricle to fail.
So this means another surgery and another extended stay at UVA. We're not sure of the details yet as we are meeting with the cardiologist, surgeon and EP about it all either tomorrow or Friday. We do know that they want it to happen sometime in June, though. Not what we wanted to hear, for sure.
More to come...
So right to it...they started Molly on a very low dose of enalipril last night and monitored her blood pressure every fifteen minutes for a few hours. So far so good. So this morning they gave her a half dose of the drug and they will be taking her blood pressure in about 10 minutes to make sure she is okay for her next dose tonight. Side note: at a minimum it takes about 8 tries to get a blood pressure. I told the doctor that if they are able to put a pacemaker in a 4 1/2 baby on day one of life, they should get an effective way of getting a dang blood pressure.
So now we're looking at a Friday release to give the docs enough time to step her up to the full dose of the medication. So far so good, but Molly has found ways to crate drama in the past so our breath is still held.
Another, larger, development is that the docs are now convinced that they need to give Molly a new kind of pacemaker. They think this will help solve the cardiomyopathy. The new pacemaker is called a bi-ventricular and would basically mean it would be what she has now except another lead would be placed on her left ventricle so both ventricles would be stimulated at the same time. They think the dissyncrony of her current pacer is causing her left ventricle to fail.
So this means another surgery and another extended stay at UVA. We're not sure of the details yet as we are meeting with the cardiologist, surgeon and EP about it all either tomorrow or Friday. We do know that they want it to happen sometime in June, though. Not what we wanted to hear, for sure.
More to come...
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